Ted’ Ninth Day
This fast--I've done a number of other long ones--has been harder for me. Usually, after the first 4-5 days, my body adjusts, I lose the hunger pangs, I get onto a kind-of spiritual plane, move slowly and do pretty well for at least the next couple of weeks. But this time, though I lost the hunger pangs,I wouldn't say I've been on a spiritual plane so far. More like a hanging-in-there plane.
This fast--I've done a number of other long ones--has been harder for me. Usually, after the first 4-5 days, my body adjusts, I lose the hunger pangs, I get onto a kind-of spiritual plane, move slowly and do pretty well for the next few weeks. But this time, though I lost the hunger pangs, I wouldn't say I've been on a spiritual plane so far. More like a hanging-in-there plane.
But I haven't forgotten why this action is so important, so I will soldier on. I hope that my sister and brother co-fasters are doing OK.
The international reality of this fast is special. It's great to be connected, via the internet and by occasional phone calls, with others around the world. Given the worldwide nature of the crisis we are acting on, it is strengthening to be part of this worldwide effort.
A number of times I have thought about or said to other people that the "mind over matter" aspect of a long fast is something to learn from. It's fascinating that my decision to do this, its importance, has meant that I very rarely have a desire for food, and when I do I can quickly overcome that feeling by thinking about why I am not eating.
But I have to say, I am looking forward to the opening of the Copenhagen conference on December 7th and the knowledge that several of us will be present and visible to the delegates and press. It will be easier to fast knowing that this is taking place.
I pray that these acts of voluntary suffering, and all of the popular mobilization that has been happening and will be happening during Copenhagen, will get through to the hearts and consciences of those who have the power to do the right thing at Copenhagen
Sure we must be able to count on the fact that acts of voluntary suffering, and even if a bit unpopular mobilization that has been happening will go on happening during Copenhagen and due attention would be paid to the suffering of the people. Hang in there friend.
By Pat Verma, Vancovuer B.C. Canada on Sun, 15/11/2009